i........seriously dunno wat to say. dun feel good at all. dun feel lyk doin anitink. juz felt lyk letting out all my anger, my say in all this bullshit thing. its burning in me. bt wen im suppose to let it out, i juz cnt. i find tat i dun hav anitink to say. i feel so stupid.
2day, yes. mybe im in a wrg coz i didnt talk to u bt seriously, i cn swear dat i dun evn hav any hatred in me from yest conversation. i was seriously ok. bt juz as i got to noe, u TOLD william sumtink regarding me n fiza not wanting U to be in our conversation, it juz somehow brought back all the history from our previous quarrel. i repeat yup.. its 'HISTORY'. i dun understnd y u cnt juz join in our conversation. duhh~~ we are frends do i need to invite u wit a red carpet?? y do u hav to be left out?? i seriously dun understnd.
i feel weird being blame for no reason. seriously dissappointed and upset wit u. i dun feel ders a need for me to talk it out coz i dun hav a say n i dun wan history to repeat itself. haiz. reali am tired of all this things n id seriously say its a childish act.
whoa!! bt wait, y am i getting affected by it?? BECAUSE... i dun lyk it wen ppl talk behind my back telling ppl on stuffs which mite NOT be true tryin to gain sympathy from others.. i felt tat its juz not ryte... IF u ever hav anitink to say or wan to hav a say, y not say it directly ON MY FACE!! it doesnt matter if u hurt me or not. coz IF i ever did such stuff whch made u feel unhappy or watsoeva, by telling me, u'll get to hear my side. tat way evrytink cn b solve faster ryte? evn if we have to go separate ways for each others happiness im willing to.
Eversince u let out ur say in msn the other tym, till now i stil cn say i dun noe wats my mistake? all i noe is tat i lead lyf juz the way it is. IF u keep saying im unfair, den cn u tell me wats FAIR for u? u wan me to speak english wen we 3 are tgt? huh?? tats totali impossible la. if der were onli lyk u, me N a chines gal, i tell u i would stil speak mly la. bt TO MYSELF. OMG. tis is lyk totali reali childish la. i cnt believe im saying all tis.. tats it.... im not gonna continue.
OH GOD.......thks faly sal ko dngr masalah aku. well act bkn masalah la. its juz dat aku tkle thn ngn environment pat clas aku nie. the reason sal aku tk nk let out pat fiza instead coz die pon ade masalah die sendiri. aku tk nk bebankn die. sorie tau. aku tau kinda mepek. bt tats the lyf im leading now. i hav to adapt to it in order to understnd ppls mind better. if not aku tkle uat keje.
Aniway,
HAPPIE B'DAE NUR FARLYANA BTE JOHARI!!!!!!
hahaha.. lau le aku nk ltk name datok ko skali pi tkpe la aku kasik muke. hahaha.. aniway, nie ari jadi ko yg ke brape arh?? 16,17 atau 18?? ehh?? 18 kerr?? IDTS.. menurut kajian yg diperolehi oleh scientist amirah, beliau mengatekn bahawe umor seseorg itu harus setaraf dngn ketinggian mereka..
hahahahahah... joking2. aniway, happie b'dae la.. i c u soon kie wen im free. tis wknd aku pat uma jek. tdo ngn gik keje.
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