Juz woke up frm a reali BAD3 dream.. haiz.. tis past few days ive always been dreaming of the same thing.. i dun noe y.. in my dreams, evrybody was lyk tryin to giv me the ans..
ive always been askin for answers in my prayers, a question which i long to noe since i was young. sumtink bout my dad.. i'd reali2 wish to noe.. n in my dreams evrybody around me was tellin me sumtink.. dey told me sumtink bad of my dad.. n i act cried afta knowing wat 'they' say.. cn dreams be trusted?? do u believe in wat u dream?? well.. idk..
even if i didnt hav 'the' dream.. i cld act c the truth or maybe the answer to my qn.. bt i juz need prove.. i
need to c it wit my own eyes.. OH god!! i need an answer.. ive been wanting to noe eversince the 'sumbody' left my world..
dad3.. hw i wish u cld b lyk evry dad in the world.. the 'bestest' dad for me.. the one hu noes bout my feelings wenever im down.. the one hu cares for me evry minutes past.. the one hu wld call me wen im not back hm by midnight.. or.. if im askin so much for all tat.. den y not the basics.. talk wit me wen uve reach hm from werk.. im juz longing to hear ur voice.. i feel lyk im leading the world by myself.. y my parents dun evn care to ask me 'hw am i doin nw'??
its reali heartbreakin for me.. dun ask me y not I make the ferst step well act i did.. wen i came back hm from werk 1 day i purposely ask him to fetch me BT otw back hm, its as good as him NOT fetchin me coz he's juz lyk walking 2 metres a way from me in front n im lyk following him frm back..
dad!! we've got lots to talk about.. i feel tat our relationship is goin from bad to worse.. cn u plz wake up??