juz wen the day was gonna end wit joy..
juz wen i was gonna mark today as the happiest day ive ever had for tis sem..
juz wen i wan to hav fun wit my own buddies..
all of u surely hav heard of tis.. 'laughters cn also bring tears..' ya.. i noe. tears of joy is wat u meant but tears of sadness is wats happenin to me.. tears of hurt.. tears of disbelief..
juz a call frm her cn reali dampen my mood for the day.. i hate it wen she call coz i noe, nutink good ever comes out of her mouth.. hw do i noe?? simple.. y wld a person nt related to u call u?? ryte?? i knew sumtink was wrg.. past few days, she hav been talkin to me in such a harsh tone.. wtf.
he did all those things.. my fault??
he chose not to tell u.. my fault??
he dcides to leave it aside.. my fault??
he didnt ans ur call.. also my fault??
wat else is my fault?? y do u keep blamin me n make it sound as though i owe u a lot? y is it tat u cnt juz treat me as one of urs? if i cn do it y cnt u??
u wan me to help u, but hu's gonna help me?? ive been alone all tis while. n u didnt evn bother to ask me hw i was doin.. u noe its been lyk hell to me?
i tot im onli left wit my own and sch prob to settle.. but y do u hav to add in to it?? U dun evn bother to help me wit my own prob.. ya.. i did told u once.. but u treat it as though i was fakin it.. n now its true.. wat'ur gonna do?? 2day, i tried to stay happie n i smile the whole day.. tryin not to tink of my prob.. but u juz hav to spoil it.. y arh?? y is it tat u hate me so much?? y is it tat u wnt giv me any happiness in my life?? y cnt u juz at least pity me for the state im in??
cn U pls tell me y??