wat is family to u?? gee.. i dun noe. i used to hav lots of things to explain/share wit others but now ive long lost the true meanings of family. is lyk our relationship are driftin apart. im beginnin to understnd hw diff it is to live independent. its lonely.. yep.. although i stay wit my cousins. but he's always not at home. n my aunt's werkin nite shift so im alone again.
i often wondered y am i born to an environment lyk tis? y is it tat ppl around me seems to b well-off?? dey get wat dey wan. dey dun suffer stress. dey juz simply cn sit, shake legs n money will simply fell down from the sky. y is it tat im so bad luck?? y arh?? evn if so, cnt i juz hav the simplest problem der is?? y make me suffer tat bad??
but i stil love my family noe matter wat.. for lyk wat jonas told me. 'the word family means we all must stick tgt as 1.' yeah i noe its lame.. but sumhow it juz hit the nail on me. i get wat he meant. if u were to ask me to describe evryone of my family member i'd say :
PAPA - fierce on the outside but has a heart as tiny as a mouse in the inside.
MAMA - hmm.. she watch too many lion king movies wen she was young tat she look exactly the replica of it wen she's angry. seriously. not jokin..
MIRUN - haiyo. so the 'lembot' in nature. alahai.. but wen angry i oso 'kalah' la sehh.but i love talkin to him. coz of his sacarstic. juz lyk sumbody i noe. ;)
ZURAH - err. selfish. no other comment coz i dun reali noe her since young.
IMAN - awww.. my baby darl.. but he can be a lil rascal at times
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AND AS FOR ME - hmmm.. let me think....... i lyk to help others. (yes i do fiza!!) i care for evrybody juz as much as i care for myself. yes.. im afraid of failures. but tat wnt b a setback to me coz i'll fight for it till i get it. for the selfless part, im myb i am. but onli wen im suffering frm stress. lots of love?? in me?? hahaha.. yeah2 too much love i guess..
but.. wen will i hav a complete one??
Hey. The name is Amirah. They call me Amirah or Mira.
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