i guess i got no wer n no one to turn to except for tis blog. evryone beens turnin their back on me today. im tired. havent had gd slp. morning go study. den send fon for service n den wen round bp lookin for the god damn AXS machine to pay bills. n yet ppl whom i tink shld understnd my situation n give me peace, gave me a hard day. so yup.. here i am typin down words of anger deep frm my heart. as well as cryin my heart out. tryin to cool myself.
i did log out juz now wanting to catch some slp coz im reali3 tired. but den sumbody juz had to dash into my room cursin me all those words. hw wld u feel if u were me? im a human being. hello? i was so hurt by wat she said. move back tinkin tat evrytink wld b fine but nope. it got worst. y cnt anyone juz understnd my feelings for juz a god damn sec??
evrytink i do is always not enuf for u. mybe i shld juz shut both my eyes n pretend nutink happen. let all my bro n the bitch b wat dey are now. uncivilised. nobody hav a say in anitink except u. in ur eyes im always useless.
'its as good as not having u arnd.. mcm transparent gitu kn..'(tis was wat faly said) yep. ive tried hard to deny the fact that ppl have been treatin me tat way but thks faly u help me say it. n it hurts. i cldnt help but cry wen u said tat. its ok. im not mad at u. ur being a true frend for tellin me the truth. hu wld wan their family/frends to turn their back on them? am i in a wrg for correctin my sibings? u nvr noe hw bad dey are coz wen ur around, dey juz play the good but wen ur not around, ppl lyk iman n nenek suffer frm their behaviour.
nvrmnd lar. its useless amirah. coz nobody will understnd ur true feelings. coz ur the one suffering. not them. juz wait till the day ur gone den the truth will b out.
Hey. The name is Amirah. They call me Amirah or Mira.
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