ive decided to chnge my link AGAIN. no reason. coz i juz dun wish 2 let ppl noe bout my life. its juz me. i juz dun believe ders true frends animore. nope. none. its juz 2day tat i feel SOOOOOO lonely. tat i tried searching frm evry corner for someone to spare me a few hours to watch movie bt to no avail. y is tat so? i dun blame anybody. seriously no i dun. i felt so helpless at home tat i kept perspiring evnthough the fan was at the highest speed.
n i juz dun understnd y ppl keep foolin me again n again. lyk wat hav i done to them tat i deserve all this?? cn anyone tell me?
bout my results, im not at all happie.. evnthough i kept tellin ppl its all fine.. bt fact its, im reali heart broken. coz all my efforts arent reflected in my results?? i did the most job. day n night.. i sacrifice my slp bt none is reflected. hw wld u feel?? juz coz im soft-spoken.. i hate quarrels, tat does not mean ppl cn simply step on my head?? OUCHH~~ it hurts. ashikin is my witness for all the projects ive done for them.. she accompanied me to do all my projects, despite under the hot sun all tat.. she noew evrytink.. bt im okay wit it coz i tot, the grades wld den be reflected on me.. haha..wat a joke..
fiza, stil got higher den me?? lyk 3.72?? n i onli got 3.08?? i noe tcher has always been bias towards me.. evrybody favours her?? evrytink is bout her?? juz coz she lyk to talk so much.. she has evrytink.. the looks, the knowledge, the happiness.. bt tat does not mean she hav to steal evrytink away frm me?? evrybody in class dun reali talk to me?? lyk wat am i?? came to sch on fri n was reali shocked coz evrybody started calling her, askin her to sit wit them n im lyk left far away. do u tink i deserve tat? as a frend, she shld at least understnd my feelings.. uve always got evrytink u wan, bt tat does not mean u got to b proud ryte?? n clasmates?? hmm now i finally noe wat type of clasmates i hav.. u all onli get close to ppl wen we hav sumtink tat U need.. haiz.. bitches n assholess.. i reali miz my old life.. altough we hav frendshp problems bt i lead a happy life. not lyk now.. i dun wish to go to sch animore. coz ppl will start talkin bout results AGAIN wen sch reopens. lyk wat is der to keep on buggin on it??
ur smart, ur pretty, u hav the knowlegde on evrytink, ur outgoin, ur intelligent.. haiz.. well im NOT! evrybody favours u.. n i dun tink we're suit to b frends.. coz ur onli makin me feel more inferior.