i have this fear within me,
that history will weigh on me forever.
my legs were moving,
but the stagnency prevails.
taunting me day and night is you.
i blabber about how i don't miss you,
i admit i'm lying.
you're everything to me,
i pray that my dream is you.
all about you,
just you,and me.
i need to renew my day with you,
new fantasies of us.
haiz.. i finally unprivate my blog. im down wit so many bad lucks lately. n i juz cnt figure out y? y in the world all tis happen to me. y to me n not to anybody else. weird. i hav so many things in mind. bout him, bout her n bout them. i juz feel so stuck up myself. ive no one to share it wit. all stuck in me wit deep frustration n anger. Anger that are so boiling hot that makes me feel lyk bursting it out anytym. no joke tat i mite end up cryin. seriously. studies hav been cool. nutink much to worry bout excpt all those projects.
ive waited for you time n again. n now u want me to wait again?? till wen? wat do u treat me for??