the moment i heard the gate sound,i knew both of u were back. Do u know how excited i was to show u wat ive done 4 u, my dear parents? bt u noe, tat excited-ness was den turn to hatred, dissapointment, sadness, hurtfulness. i juz dun noe wat ive reali done wrg tat u scolded me til tat way. I seriously dunnoe.
u made it sound lyk as if ive done a sin whch can nvr b forgive.
Y is it tat u always wan to scold me?
Y is it always me n not anybody else?
Am i a nuisance to u?
Y do u despise me so much?
Y cnt i feel a parents warm n care juz lyk other ppl?
Wat hurts me so much is wen right afta u scolded me, u didnt show any signs instead u joke n laugh wit my bro. how does it makes me feel? it reali2 hurts alot.
juz wen i tot everytink was gonna b fine, it turns out tis way.
it makes me wonder, if u reali treat me as part of the family.
Y cnt u be lyk my frends parents?
Y am i the unlucky one?
It reali hurts. My head n mostly my heart.
I juz dun feel lyk goin back.
All i cld tink of was suicide.
Everybody needs the warm frm their parents.
Im lyk tis coz of u, dun u ever think?
Y is it u cnt juz look at me once wen talkin to me?
Am i tat ugly to even look at?
Eversince young its been tis way.
Tell me how long more?
Wat if im gone(dead) one day?
Will u ever feel my pain ive live for years?
Will u ever feel remorse?
Will u ever regret the way u treat me?
or is it only then will u change?
all i can tell u is tat,
wen tat day comes, it'll b too late.
My dear frends,
juz an advice to all of u. if ur parents ever treat u nice, talk to u nicely, joke around wit u, bring u everywer u wanna go,
treasure it juz the way u treasure ur favourite stuff. coz dey are the nicest u cn ever get.
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Hey. The name is Amirah. They call me Amirah or Mira.
NURUL
MY BABY BRO!
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