Hey. The name is Amirah. They call me Amirah or Mira.
No other. My life is full of choices.
No one can stop me from doing wat i want.
Am currently working but i have the urged to continue study again.
Im in a complicated relationship currently but i love my BF so much!
I hope he reciprocate my feelings too!
initially my eyes were alr red. elaine ask, 'r u gonna cry?'. i juz shook. bt evntually i went to the toilet n cried. i cried my heart out. i juz couldnt stand it. my heart hurts. its hurts me deeply. bt i juz dun understnd y. y izzit tat i cnnt evn hold back the tears any longer? its not lyk as if it'll affect my life in future. adli knew sumtink was wrg, he stayed back for a while. talk to me at the back lane n i told him nutink. fareez kept askin wats wrg n i juz shook. i kept quiet. its not worth wastin my breath. watsmore, wit the bad cough im havin.
am i really TAT dumb? y do i keep tellin myself tat evrytink's gonna b fine wen i noe for fact tat its not? wat is the meaning of trust anyway? y is it so hurtful to lose someone whom is not evn worth ur frendship? most importnt of all, y do u trust a person so much?
at the end of the day, fareez told me, 'in this situation, it always ends wit the worst bt R U PREPARED?' n i juz stood der n think bt no answer. its bad. really bad. i need shoulder to cry on, i need ears to listen to this sorrow. i need sumone by my side. bt hu? help me. i tink im goin nuts. im goin crazy. i dun wish to trouble ppl as well. coz ppl around me hav their own problems.
p.s: friends, families, exams, bills.. shuckkkzz! im dead soon. believe me.
I'm not the type to get my heart broken I'm not the type to get upset and cry Cuz I never leave my heart open Never hurts me to say goodbye Relationships don't get deep to me Never got the whole in love thing And someone can say they love me truly But at the time it didn't mean a thing
Per-chorus: My mind is gone, i'm spinning round And deep inside, my tears i'll drown I'm losing grip, what's happening I stray from love, this is how I feel
chorus: This time was different Felt like, I was just a victim And it cut me like a knife When you walked out of my life Now i'm, in this condition And i've, got all the symptoms Of a girl with a broken heart But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed Cause it's hurting me to let it go Maybe cause we spent so much time And I know that it's no more I shoulda never let you hold me baby Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart I didn't give to you on purpose Gotta figure out how you stole my heart
Per-chorus: My mind is gone, i'm spinning round And deep inside, my tears i'll drown I'm losing grip, what's happening I stray from love, this is how I feel
Chorus: This time was different Felt like, I was just a victim And it cut me like a knife When you walked out of my life Now i'm, in this condition And i've, got all the symptoms Of a girl with a broken heart But no matter what you'll never see me cry
How did I get here with you, i'll never know I never meant to let it get so, personal After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know And I won't let it show You won't see me cry
Chorus: This time was different Felt like, I was just a victim And it cut me like a knife When you walked out of my life Now i'm, in this condition And i've, got all the symptoms Of a girl with a broken heart But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Chorus: This time was different Felt like, I was just a victim And it cut me like a knife When you walked out of my life Now i'm, in this condition And i've, got all the symptoms Of a girl with a broken heart But no matter what you'll never see me cry