juz came back frm accompanyin adee to my aunts hse. sumtink struck me 2day. sumtink tat i kept tinkin all the way back hm.
my aunt lectured me back at her hm. evrytink bout my family. i cnt believe im havin the conversation wit her. coz im not TAT open to anyone. n afta tat convo i tot to myself n i cnt believe tat im becomin n adult so soon. its seems lyk onli yest tat i went to her hse n she brought me out to escape theme park.
she ask me y my relationship wit my family becoming renggang. i juz dunno wat to say. coz its lyk hav been my life for 19 years. wat shld i do? or wat i hav to do?
im sad lyf hav to turn out tis way for me. it got me tinkin y am i born in tis world? i didnt wan tis to happen either bt u ppl got me in tis situation. im lyk the one sufferin here. dun u get it?? haiz..
bt i oso kept tinkin, y am i runnin away frm reality? y am i always blamin others bt myself?