i feel so bored.
i juz cnt describe the feeling in me.
its juz so empty.
I tot 2 mnths away wld b fun bt it feels as though... nothing.
i wan to hav fun juz lyk evrybody
wenever i wanna talk nobody wld b der.
or shld i say, hmmm i cnt?? coz evrybody has their own thing on.
my room mates??
one wld b bz with bf, the other, if not the lapppie(chatting) den slp
ive no internet connection myself, tat means no lappie for me.
no games.
i noe.. u'd say y not lend?? bt.. others hav their own things to do.
id feel bad always lending. try putting urself in my shoe.
hw wld u feel??
now in sebas room.
juz need to let out things myself.
evrybody else is aslp.
i cn borrow frm adelene bt juz dat she's slpin now n i dun wan to wake her up to borrow her's.. n fiza's bz chatting wit frends.
im juz so bored. n i cnt do much.
i tried to keep myself occupied.
buying guitar, bunny, food, puzzle..
bt i juz cnt b doin tat evrytym.
id get sick of it so easily.
if not den.... ********.
its sooo boring.
plz juz let me enjoy these few weeks left here.
i need to go back.
really..
its no fun here lyk i tot it would.
y??