Hey. The name is Amirah. They call me Amirah or Mira.
No other. My life is full of choices.
No one can stop me from doing wat i want.
Am currently working but i have the urged to continue study again.
Im in a complicated relationship currently but i love my BF so much!
I hope he reciprocate my feelings too!

MY BF AND ME!

MY DEAREST FRENDS OF ALL!

FIZA

NURUL

MY BABY BRO!

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Today is the death of my grandfather's twin brother.. yes twins.. he looks exactly lyk my grandfather.
Passed 5 yrs, my grandfather left us and our family searched for his twin n we juz met up lyk 3 years back. the first tym i saw him, i cldnt believe my eyes. its lyk my grandfather came back to life. i cried..
bt now im fucking sad. i tot i cld get close to 'him' again. bt he went away again.. so how do u tink i cld recover frm the blow again?
didnt get to c him coz i dun wan to. despite my aunt calling n evn coming over to my hse askin me to meet him coz dey noe im realy2 close to my grandfaher. lyk dun they understnd??? lyk realy fucking understnd??
the reson was that, i cnt.. i really cnt.. i cnt see him animore coz his face will juz be stuck in my head forever. n i'll get phobia. do u think i lyk seeing dead people reborn den suddenly die again??
y is this happening??

2day is kinda bad day for me. im angry at myself. im angry at evryone evn u. idk y. above was part of it. the other part i think i shld not say it coz its NVR gonna change. so live wit it amirah.

p.s my dear grandfather, u noe how hard lyf is for me without u?? u always care for me. u dote on me alot den my other siblings. u'd still send me to sch despite my warnings wen i was alr in pri 6. On ur death bed, u ask for me bt i wasnt der.. im sorry.. u gave me endless love a child shld receive from their parents. u were my father. u were my mother. u were everythink to me. i juz wan u to noe tat i love u. i really love u. n i will always love u no matter wer u are.