today... i dash to the ladies.
becoz a sight has set my eyes triggered.
tears were lyk tap water flowing.. rapidly.
i fear to fail my frends.
yet it couldnt hold my sadness.
i wondered if i really matters to them.
i wondered if im really part of them.
i wondered if ever my feelings were consider.
i wondered.. and i wondered..
and i juz couldnt get it out of my mind.
the way you treat me really saddens me.
bt i dun blamed you coz i know how u feel.
bt do u hav to do tat?
im lucky to hav a frend.
a frend whom understnds me.
Lyk hu else cld i depend on?
im tired. im sick. im emotionally stress.
by u, them, him, her and all.
i juz need a break.
i need advise.
i need support.
i need love.
i need care.
i need concern
and i need me.
i gotta b strong
evn i noe tat i cnt.
bt i'll try.
lyk since wen i haven?
i noe i cn i juz need confidence.
till then,
amirah