IM SICKKKKK!! haiz.. cough, flu, feverish.. i juz hope this goes on till 19th. coz i dun wish to go out of singapore. i dread the holiday with family. i juz wan to b alone. but wateva. let faith dcide.
yest was awesome. went out wit the 3 LMGT gals. and yupz, i juz wish evryday was lyk tat. no exams, no test, no projects.. juz fun, peace and laughter.
my whole life has all along been about werk and school life. i loooonnggg for a holiday for myself, not with family. yupz. juz me.
i love werkin. yes i do bt its tiring. the same old routine evryday.
and i also love sch. catching up with frends. rushing datelines, no doubt it was stressful. i kinda love it. love the feeling.
but i kept thinking wat have i learnt in the end. like nutink. i dun hav any dreams. i dun have any goals. idk wats up with me. ive been thinkin bout this for the past few days. it got me all frust, angry, pissed. i need to do sumtink wit it.
haiz.. its juz hurting my head. ive been keeping too many things to myself tat i juz feel lyk letting it all out at one go. all my bad-doings. aaarggghhh!! i cnt. i cnt keep any longer. sometimes, i juz breakdown to myself, cry evrytink out and den suck it back and done. bt its juz too hurtful like half of my life is gone. ders many things, problems or issues dat is in my head. frends, families, people around me. they're affecting me. sooner or later i tink i'll suffer from brain damage.
the future lies ahead,
i'm clueless of wat it'll be.
but i'm sure its within my grasp if i'm willing to walk the way i believe.
with the people i trust,my life will evolve.
somebody will raise me up again.
i believe and will work hard,
hopefully the path is goin to be smooth.
Hey. The name is Amirah. They call me Amirah or Mira.
NURUL
MY BABY BRO!
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