I am really struck wit wat happened around me these days. It got me came to a conclusion that i will and forever stay this way. I made a lot of decision and thinking past few days. It's my life, why should i let others dcide for me or why shld i wait for others only then i cn make the dcision??
Look i cnt be bothered wit u anymore coz fact is i dun even noe wats my mistake. Im not gonna feel bothered, bad, or at a wrg becoz ive got enuf of always thinkin tat its my fault all the time. Givin me this uncomfortable feeling evryday. Its up to u whether u still wan to act normal wit me. Ive got enuf. Ive got enuf with my own problems let alone this. wateva it is, i stil regard u as frend. U are and u were my bestfrend forever. But like u said.. 'gimme a break'.
I want to start life afresh.
Last day of school, i met him again. As usual. in the bus. but this time round, he got even closer to me. I felt the warmth. Shit. Y am i talking lyk tis?? lol. He was really close to me this time. thankz to the crowd. im looking forward to wednesday. hoping to c him again and talk to him. How cute. a lot of question in my mind. i wan to noe ur name. i wan to noe wer u live. i wan to noe ur course. i wan to noe a lot of things. hee:) y am i even acting this way?? shitt.
well. things btwn him n me are goin on well. we talk, we eat, we dine but still i cnnt help it but feel lyk somethings missing. i dun feel any love or watsoeva wen im wit him. how cum?? all i cld think of is adli. haiz. i really miss him. A LOT! i dunno wats up wit me. forget it.. let fate dcide.
Hey. The name is Amirah. They call me Amirah or Mira.
NURUL
MY BABY BRO!
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