Im distancing myself away from people. People whom i used to call my frends. Bestfrends to be specific. In my life now, i only have 2 people whom i truly care. One is my closest frends, they one whom i share every single day wit in sch and share every single secrets in our life and the other is the love of my life. If ur able to view my blog, ur the one id just want to share my life with. My schizo's? they're all gone. Gone far away i think. I just dun understnd y and wat exactly happen. Anw, i dun think they're even suit in my list of frends. Because all of them juz have this facade on their face. Im stern now in the meaning of frendship. I just cannot take myself to trust anyone animore.
Im having a low profile relationship now. I told fir that i feel lyk ive lost all my frendz. Its hurting me day by day tryin to make the effort to call them, sms them. Makin the ferst effort for evry meet up. Y do i even bother to make the ferst move all the time? Y am i the one to always ask them to make themselves free, get a leave if ur werkin. I even bother to giv my manager stupid reason so that adilah also cn go with me. All they have to do is wait n if i cnnt manage it then, they wld say, 'oh well, another day then'. its like they dun evn bother bout tis get tgt wen i care lyk fuck whether or nt we neet. Im tired. It comes to tis point, wen im havin problem, all of them seems to be too bz to even talk to me, some wld just walk away and even say, 'gimme a break'?? im just too hurt to even call u guys my frend.
Fir told me that, i have him by my side always and that he will never leave me again. thks. i guess its better to have just a limited frend den a whole lot. coz wit too many of them, u cnnt seem to be able to handle all.
Hey. The name is Amirah. They call me Amirah or Mira.
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