Hey. The name is Amirah. They call me Amirah or Mira.
No other. My life is full of choices.
No one can stop me from doing wat i want.
Am currently working but i have the urged to continue study again.
Im in a complicated relationship currently but i love my BF so much!
I hope he reciprocate my feelings too!

MY BF AND ME!

MY DEAREST FRENDS OF ALL!

FIZA

NURUL

MY BABY BRO!

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cryin helplessly.
lyk finally after keeping it myself for a day.
i cldnt help it.
at least a frend was der accompanying me.
thks for being der for me despite ur bz schedule.


she left me w/o a word.
giving me false hope for years.
last year at that particular day, i waited too.
bt to no avail.
bt it didnt struck me tat bad.
coz i noe ders a another year ahead.

this year, that particular day.
stil no news.
it juz struck me.
hw long more do i wait??
i was soo happy for tat day.
anxious. excited. i believe in miracle.
bt i get nutink.
it was all hopeless.
i cldnt dealt wit the blow.
i was so lost.
resortin to stupid acts.
i cldnt reach out to anyone at that point of time.
i thought i was gg crazy.
wer have evrybody gone to?
am i alone?

i thought u'd b der.
anytime wen i needed u.
anw, frend.
this isn't bout anger.
its totally diff.
u relate it to anger coz of wat happen b4.
ders seriously sumtink going on behind me which i dun noe.
bt well. its ok. if we were meant to b frends,
u wld tell me personally.
im fine wit it.

walking alone alongside road.
tears rolled down my cheeks.
wiping secretly hopin nobody sees.
i just kept walkin n walkin.
deep inside i noe im weak.
nt a single bite.
nt a single wink of slp.
bt my feet juz kept tellin me to move on.
so i did.
i wanted to sit wer no ones around.
i wanted to let out sumtink.
den i reached esplanade.
i need sumone to be der wit me.
so i called nad.
she was werkin den bt she made a trip knowing i was down.

sumtink happen.
i fell.
evrything seems so blury
i cldnt hear much
and watsmore no one was around.
i was juz so helpless.
i shook my head and juz sat der.
waiting to cool down myself.
den the next minute i was fine, i stood up n wen to the nearest bench to sit.
waited der for nad.
coz i noe by that time, i cldnt move alr.

nad came lyk few minutes later.
i was forced to eat by her.
only den will she hear me out.
initially, i juz wanted to forget bout my problems.
i didnt want to tell her anitink.
bt den it juz went out.
i talked.
i cried again.
this time round the loudest i ever cried.
i cldnt help it.
she hugged me.
juz wat i needed.
after keepin it for long.
evry sgl problem of mine was let out.
she looked at me.
her eyes were teary too.
i asked her, 'why are u cryin?'
she said, 'ur so strong. bt actually deep inside... so sad.'
by den i juz, smiled and told her, 'nah.. im fine.'

i juz dun want her to shed any tears.
i dun wan to appear so weak, problematic.
bt by now i already am.
'nutink last for long.'
tats wat i learned.
bt i stil believe, that cld apply to anythink.
bt no to frendship.
bcoz if we were to say, no frendship last for long,
in actual fact, we were not evn a frend b4. right?
becoz, u have been pretending to be one b4.
bt stil im really sad now.
bout life, frends and all.
people juz dun noe wat life im living.
bt i juz hope a frend of mine wld juzz..... err nvrmnd..