its 12.29am now. n i juz woke up from my 'keep waking up' slp. really.. i didnt realy slp all the way from 7 plus juz now til now. i had interval. lyk 2/3 times. i'll woke up subconciously and i will chck my fon, my facebook den i go back to slp. yeah.. im beginnin to become lyk a freak i feel sumtyms. hahahaha..
im havin bodyache. haven had a long time slp since lyk 48 hours ago. n i cn really feel my body shiver during sch juz now. i juz felt lyk fainting but i kept quiet. controlling myself. goshh.. haiz.. weakening evry sgl day, starin into blank spaces. juz wat am i thinkin?? i dun really noe at times. part of me juz subconciously tells me that staring into spaces really help me ease my mind. bt nvrmnd. i ought to rather den keep thinkin of my own problem. hmm.
anw, a 'used-to-be' favourite teacher of mine frm my former secondary school is right now in critical condition. Mr Teh Boo Chai, is suffering from lung cancer, last stage. He teaches me chemical science. He was so healthy, he lyks running, exercising, basically all those sports stuff. It's jut so shocking.
The weird thing is that recently, i heard of many people i noe getting cancer. im juz so freakin scared. Part of me realized sumtink. idk wat. i seriously dun. bt i juz feel so bad.