Today had my chem log test. Slept wit my book open guess im too tired, tears dried up juz lyk tat. hmm. Ive been studyin it for so long. n i noe i juz had to pass evry test. all the lecturers are behind me. Especially hamdan n dorris. After exam met wit adilah. but saw dorris halfway. So had a talk wit her. She ask me questions that i cn nvr answer in my life. haha. bt stil she's nice. den went to meet the other lecturers too. da mcm bestfrend.
Werkin tmr at 7 till 3am den 9am the nxt day till 3am. haiz. wonder how im gonna spent the valentine tis yr. Bf werkin. Sajak la tuu due2 kaki keje. i wonder if he rmbrs the day too. bt nvrmnd. Evn if he dunno nvrmnd. coz i alr had plans. Bt still i cnt escape. how cn he forget sia?? stupid. i dun think he's coming sooo.. yep.. plannin to go out tmr bt frends not free. i think i'll b goin out alone b4 werk. the only chance for me to njoy myself b4 the hectic werk schedule.
Next week i'll be meeting wit lecturers almost evryday. I find myself problematic but ya i noe dey meant well n since my deferment for tis sem was strictly forbid by the lecturers so that means i also NEED to pass tis year. Its been tough for me. Eversince start of tis yr, i nvr had any happy news at all.
When i pass tis sem im definitely gonna cry my lungs out.