u never once realise wat u did. nvr. how i wish, allah will juz open up ur heart n let u have a taste of how hurtful my heart is. goshh..
i hate it but cn never do anitink bout it coz its not my life and its beyond me.
sadly to say.
who am i anyway??
just a random person in ur life.
nobody.
or myb jus a television??(heated news den u'll on it. wen ders no programme at all, u'll never gonna switch it)
u always think ur right.
right at evry single thing in life.
u never went thru any bad phase of life.
evn if so its not as bad as mine.
u always want to noe of all the happenings around u,
u succeed in knowing almost evrytink.
but u failed to care bout wat others are feeling.
how sad. i feel lyk as though, ive been in an unfamiliar movie.
where life are juz a show, so unexpecting, so thrilling, so fake.
one moment full of surprises, living life lyk as though ders no tomorrow and
the next minute down with sadness.
im getting tired of my life. to the extend that i feel i should quit. im no longer needed and its tiring and affectin me emotionally in wateva i do in lyf.
too emotional that i lost the meaning of trust, love, care and all. it got me to a sensitivity level much higher den a normal people usually have.
Words or rather sentences kept chanting in mind.. u noe wats tat??
'IM A SORE LOSER!'. tats all tat kept murmuring in my head. it hurts me. hurts me badly. i kept pulling my hair hoping that the words could juz disappear. but 2 no avail.i feel lyk as though im becumin crazy. the world is spinning too fast.
wen is it ever gonna end??