hmm.. i hav nutink to blog about tis few days. speechless. didnt slept for a day on the sat. and thus i was sick on sun. but still i went to suntec for the IT show. but anw, sumtink really pissed me off while we went out yest. oh well nvrmnd. went back home straight after that n i was already half dead. haiz.. but stil i cnnt sleep. i guess im having my insomnia back. had to werk today again at mac.
im juz kinda feeling uncomfortable werkin der. although few crew were really great. but i juz hate it when many others juz look at me as though im unexperienced. it got me pissed when they look at me at that level when they knew, i werk there for years. haiz.. got bullied almost evrytym i werk der. im juz fed up. my tolerance level is still there. but it's so not me. imagine them, juz sittin down eating while i had to werk lyk some mad gerl. sweating lyk a pig n not even utter a single word. i noe im new there. but hello, i used to be 2 level ahead of u guyz. imagine getting scolded by a crew leader? a position i used to hold last time?! believe it or not, im crying right now. i really cnnt take it. even when adilah was waiting for me to finish werk juz now, while walking back home, she said, i was werkin lyk a maid. if she were me, she wld have quitted long. if not for rajan, i wld have quitted long. no doubt fjr n imm is 2 totally diff store n i have to start all over again in terms of closing system since fjr is a 24 hours store, but thats no way for them to treat me that way?? why-tf are u guyz treatin me that way? u think i even care for this job? u think i even care if i juz walk out half way? go on hiring some kids to werk, NOT ME!! see if they cn hold on any longer than me?? well.. nvrmnd. its no used. im juz ranting out my unhappiness i hold on from juz now.
hmm well. anw, adilah's leaving on the 22nd till 4th.. haiz.. will b sending her. i'll miss her definitely.. lah, if i were to leave yest, i wld have been able to join u in the later part. but oh well. u noe wats my reason for not going anw. hmm.. actually u noe wat, heh.. im hoping you don't go but i cnt do tat, can i?? u'll b gg, so will nadiah.. n hu am i left wit?? hurhur.. haiz.. i guess i'll just stick my ass to werk only laa..