i kept thinkin what is it that he is going to say?? i wonder. kept wondering. those hu happen to view my blog. please juz keep it low profile. for i myself am not sure. but he kept talking to me n all. n the most importnt question to be asked is, 'y me?' n he replied, 'because it concerns you'.. i dun understnd. but he said he will only tell me when the time ripes?? so when is it? i myself dunno.
he's sweet. really2 sweet to me these days. he make me more drawn to him. but impossible i said to myself. im scared to fall in love again. i dun want to be hurt. i promised to myself that i am gg to concentrate on my studies ferst.
he also kept asking me,' what do u think i am gg to ask you?' i said 'i dun know'. to be frank, i dun wan to embarrased myself by asking whether he liked me? coz what if it turns out diff??
honestly, im still in love with this other guy. the guy whom i really fancies for long till even now. even i had to be in a state of denial for fear people will say, 'wat r u waiting for, he dun lyk u.' eventhough its been long since i last met him, id still want to meet him. i still want to noe evrythink bout him. if u call that stubborn den id say, ur wrg. coz this is true love. i will only give him up when i got to noe that he's getting married.
anw, this new guy here i talk about. he's been acting strange eversince we were in KL past few days. i noticed it a few times but i was really afraid to ask because he has this fierce look at times. haha.. bt he's been talking alot with me lately. advising me, keep me occupied. i juz fear of falling for him. haiz. i fell in love so easily so i guess this time round, id juz take it slow. i prefer not to pick up his calls or the other 2 guy. haiz. HE is one year younger than me. i cnnt do that. i juz cnt. ive been rough talking to him. i thought him how to do illegal stuffs. i taught him to be like one of 'us'. im a really bad girl. i dun wish you to like me that way. bt ur juz so hard to resist sumtyms. i noe sumtink happen at that place, that room the other tym. bt tats juz a game. im not serious.