im soo stressed right now. i really dunno wer to start or whch to solve ferst. everything, when i break it down seems to much for me to handle. I need to cover up the chapters i missed. i regretted having a break for fewa days. coz now i noe, that i cnt have any break coz i will definitely miss out alot. shit.
everythink seems to be down for me lately. bt today, i dunno y, it felt so heartbreaking, so devastated, everythink is juz so down to me. it felt lyk i woke up on the wrg side of the bed. well.. dats wat fiza always say. i lost evrythink i felt. n i dun understnd y. is it natural for human beings tat if dey spot other's mistakes, dey wld juz keep quiet n tell among themselves? i wonder. its been a few weeks now. bt none called. anw, wats the difference? it's always me calling them right? nah.. i juz live to that for now.
bt how long.. well. i dunno. its ok to me. so long as my conscious is clear. fiza's been the one i hang around with lately. she cant always be free anw. bt its okie. i need to get back to my books by tomorrow. i cnnt be stubborn animore. the word stubborn shall never be in my dictionary. i need to buckle up my seats because the GPA of 3.5 is waiting for me. die2 i need to get it.. i cn kill myself if i dun get it. after this year. im waving goodbye to sch life in poly. if i cld make it to uni, i'll go. if not den its ok. i have a dream waiting for me.
haiz. recession's been bad. die~ no flow. need to save up for someone's upcoming b'dae.
there HER b'dae's coming up, 19th june. hahaha. we are of the same age.. shit. nvrmnd.. in another 6mnths n 6 days, i'll be a yr older den her. hahaha.
wat shld i do this time round. 2 options n im stil thinking. the grand or the simple. well simple also nt tat simple. i dun thinkin she noes my blog anw. hahaha.. bt dun be so confident, amirah,coz she's gd in blog searching n all. die.
anw, ders some things that she dunno stil. till now. well myb i nvr show or tell her. i'll do it here now. taking the risk. hope she nvr sees it. im glad she's a frend of mine. till now. lyk almost 3 yrs. i regretted wat i did the last time round. well. emotions. wat can u say. she's been patient with me. she's always making me laugh evryday. w/o fail. she's always been there for me esp at a moment right now. well. wat will i do w/o u right fiza?? yeah.. ur question really struck me. although i always AM very mean to u. bt den.. haha. i cared ALOT OK? shit. did i juz say that?? hahaha. yeah.. thats wat i always do. its very rare for me to show ppl that i care or love them. haha. the word care n love is so hard to me. well. history laa kie. juz very hard for me to accept.
i think i'll start fasting this wednesday. i noe i cnnt fast when im at home. coz i'll get bored n eat anythink or evrythink that's in the kitchen. hahahaha. anw, tmr only wat.. so okayy.. hehehe. wont tell anyone im fasting. let them noe themselves. amin.
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