6am
Slept at 6am.. believe it anot. i mean frm yest my last post at 11.59pm. i only get to sleep at 6am.. haiz.. i dunno y.. i bet the same thing too today..
11am
i juz woke up. Not tat i wan to bt i had nightmares.. crazy nightmares. org malam2 mimpi, aku pagi2 bute sehhh.
i dreamt of the school collapsing. N i was shouting when i woke up, not only that i was also crying. i saw Iman looking at me den he suddenly ran out telling evryone den i was dreaming. haiz.. bagos nyer budak.. bilang la smue jiran skali.. haiz.. scary sak.. it was at the 3rd floor and i was grabbing fiza's hand coz she was falling bt it slipped.. chibai.. really scary sakk. really.. omg!! i straight woke up n listen to songs.. hahah.. noe wat song.. 'doa taubat'.. haiz.. ISHh.. i never wan to dream of that again sak..
played lappie.. games. games n games. farm town. blogging.
watching 'chippendale' hahahaha. no la jk. juz some dramas.
5pm
i got ready den planned to reach work early. feeling all happie. bt den reaching the door, i saw some family photos. this frame wer ders lots of photos bt we can actually changed it evryday. i mean the frame can actually flip to diff pictures.. bt den none was wit me. haiz. sad. it juz struck me. bt den. haiz. nvrmnd. im goin to werk aniway. so i shall not dampen my mood juz coz of some photos whch deep in my heart i noe wer i stand in this family. hmm.
5.15pm
ON the way to werk i helped ppl along the way. hahaha. really. tat got me late for werk. i had to went up the blk 2 times. I help my neighbour carry some cardboard back to his hse. yeah.. saw him frm far n he was lyk carryin 2 big bags of cardboards really big.. so yeah i helped. i went up den down again. den i proceed to the tasek. bt den come across another auntie carryin lots of plastic bags wit trolley. i noe im gonna be late. bt den.. argghh.. dun care laa. hahaha. i helped her pulak.. her hse was at fjr. okay la tuu.. otw pon.. kimak.. nie auntie byk blanje, asl tk nk beli satu kedai skali.. ahahha. bt seriously ikhlas laa. hahaha. den went up to her hse. she wanted to giv me money den i rejected. hehehhe. feeling humble laa kn. hahaha. so went to werk happily..
6.15pm
reach werk.. kn aku da agak da cnfm lambt.. hehehe. werk. no customer. happy.. heheh.spike peixia nyer air.. hahaha.. cool! her reaction..
7pm
skali kristy dtg.. nisha pon.. my mood was stil okayy. den suddenly dtg angin giler nyer kristy ngn aku pon nk binget. chibai.. geram sak aku.. tk psl2 ngn aku pon nk mengamok.. aite.. haiz.. nvrmnd.. i dun care.. bt if i really cnnt take it, i wld have slapped her sakk. seriously.. dun test my patience.. silap2 ngn ko2 aku sumbat dlm tong sampah.. haiz.
1130pm
was already outside. smoking.. n den.. hehehe.. sumbody pass me _____.. hehehe.. happie!! cool or wat. ____, _____ n ______.. got me _____. woohoo.. im kinda in a good mood n all heaty now.. '
pedas... ' hahaha.
1.16am
Now at home. listening to music. thinkin of him. arrghh. haven met him today. nvrmnd. will soon. die nga ader exam kn.. good luck for exam baby.. hehehe. Was on the phone wit him juz now n i cn hear him stressing up for his exam. hahaha. so cute.. tuu laa last week gi blaja bt den end up bbual2.. romance2.. haha. kn kn kn..
3.59am(extensive use of vulgarities.. be careful b4 reading)siallahhh KRISTYYYYYY!!! kau btol buat aku marah laaa!!!
*throw flour, throw dustbin, throw my laptop, throw my mug, throw lamp, throw EVERYTHINK.. all throw to you!!!*
ahhhh!!! aku geram! aku geram giler. i seriously cnnt take it anymore. im shedding tears.. thats wat happen wen im too angry and i cant let go of it.. ur the CHIBAI of all CHIBAI!!! IM FUCKING MAD AT YOUUUUU!!! You want to fucking fight wit me.. bring it on.. im on.. if i get to juz pull ur hair.. ill be fucking happie alr.. FUCK YOU!! FUCK YOU FOR RUINING MY LIFEEEEE!! FUCK YOUUuuuu~~
i cnt believe this. you're the cause of my miserable life ALL ALONG!! YOU ARE THE CAUSE??!!! HOW COULD YOU?! if you're fucking jealous that im leading this kind of fucking life, fuck offf!!! you dont have to be a hypocrite. you dun have to take my frends away frm me.. FUCK OFF!. you've ruined my frendship life. you've ruin my life. you took away the most precious thing in my life. wats wrg wit YOU!!
shit.. You know wat, i feel lyk KILLING YOU!!! YOU CHIBAI!! YOU MENOPAUSE BABY!! YOU BITCH!! YOU FUCKING AUNTIE!! WAT HAVE I DONE, DAT I DESERVED ALL THIS???!! GO AND BLAME YOUR FUCKING MOTHER, HU ALWAYS CONTROL YOU IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE!!! i fucking had enuf of this..
FUCKKKK YOUUUUUUUUUU!!!! i swear if ur right next to me right now, i swear you'll bleed like fuck.. before you get out of my fucking room.