im bored. really bored. as usual, i juz cant forsee myself not werkin at all. i'll be sittin, rotting at home all the time. i think i'll die of boredom. holidays are on the go, startin frm tmr i think. hahah. n i have the whole week to werk. saturday is my only off day bt morning i have to go for my ndp training n den i wil have to proceed for gentarasa.. hmm.. wat shall i wear?? hmm..*wondering*. hehehe.. i think i have an idea. hahaha. okayy.
qhas's at werk now. he'll msg me wenever he's free n im lyk at home waiting for his msges. hmm. farid's werkin too. both werkin n im rotting. arrghhh!! i need to go out.
ouh YAA!! qhas's on diet!! hahahahah. i cnt belived it. usually i noe gals on diet bt he is! n fuck him for asking me to join him too!! ahhhhh!! cnt cnt.. i hate it when ppl ask me to do things that i cnt or i cnnt see myself doing it.. haiz.. i guess, i have to take on the challenge huh.. die. im sure fiza's gonna laugh her ass off when she knows bout this. die die. ok laa. no big deal anw. i'll take on the challenge.
im missing qhas right now. its a feeling of awkwardness when u haven been seeing someone for quite some tym. he ask me to werk wit him juz now bt i said im too tired n i need to sleep. ape tak nyer. smlm habes kul 3 sampai uma kul 4. didnt sleep den went out at 9. haiz. mamat nyer psl. tk kesa laa. hehehe. met him, got intimate and den went back straight home. seriously i dunno wether im even serious wit him, or im juz playin wit him. say im selfish or watsoever, i dun care. coz im tryin hard to figure out myself. the real me.
okielaa. all my post have always been on me n qhas.. lets change subject.. hmm.. my life news..
1)my minah partner, nadiah, went for s'pore idol audition this morning bt didnt managed to get in. okie laa. i felt its fine. anw, she's tryin it out for fun anw.
2)my CT is all over. all nice n organised. i dun feel any regrets coz well, i copied. hhahahhaa. clever aint i?? hmm. wats life, if u dun cheat. hehehe. actually, tis is the very ferst sem that i cheat all my paper. wat to do, all coz of fiza arhh.. she taught me all this. hahaha.
3)i felt i have move on frm all those stupid frendship cliques i had before. arhhh.. go to hell with them. i dun need them to succeed in life. buat pening kpale jek.. pegi mati arhh ehh ngn korg smue. asl korg bahagie. one day when i succeed, i bet u'll find me.
4)im deciding for my future. my wish is to open up a shop. wat type of shop. nahh.. i dun wan to reveal it here. bt den.. before that wat shall i do? i need research, i need capital, i need ALOT of things.. so i decided to do some jobs in the process of opening the business. morning i'll do my odd jobs den night i'll go for courses.. hmm. okayy. dat shld do it.
5)i need juz a day. to go out. to relax myself. to get myself over the stress. i feel lyk as if im running evryday. n i juz cnt seem to calm down. i need that. i really do. accompany please fiza?? lerr.. haiz.. cnfm she'll say, ' im busy laa. ngn keje. ngn mamat. ngn family.. tkde timelaa. ' haha. i bet so.
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