im so dead.. haha. actually dead tired. haiz. i cldnt find my ez link when i wanted to go to werk juz now. i tot i lost it bt in the end found it in iman's toy car box. alamak.. bikin gua perah.. haiz.. bt den im glad i didnt lose it yest.. for i cldnt remember wat i did yest either.. haha..
hmm wat am i left wit for fiza's b'dae?? hmm. nutink! gotten all already!! yey!! finally!! woohoo!!
hmm. anw. ive got new rule with me. no using of vulgar language. today's the ferst day. n i find it soooOO hard sia.. haiz.. i cnnt survive a day w/o using the word 'kimak'.. tats lyk my daily use of word siak!! adduuhhh!!. tmr gg to watch movie. den out. den out again at night wit this eurasian guy. he's picking me up. heh.. bt dun worry its juz a late night snacks only.. Qhas is still on my mind OK?!
well.. actually not really on good terms. he dun approve me of gg clubbing the friday.. haiz.. terlalu over-protective n I DONT LIKE!!.
i mean u see the other day when he came by outlet to meet me, talkin about girls he met n all. bt when all i did was juz gg clubbing. n I DID NOT LOSE MYSELF watt.. unlike him hu still keep in touch wit the gerl(i heard). we are nt even in a relationship so y are u controlling me right now?
it hurts so much when u told me bout knowing the girl n all, do u even noe?
haiz.. sumtyms i felt this whole 'him' n 'me' thing is all very contradicting. yeah.. very. i mean i do say i dun lyk him sumtyms, bt fact is, i hate to lose him. im afraid. more lyk it. hmm. n he too does the same thing watt. he said he went round lookin/oogling at gerls bt at the end of the day, he still turn to me, he still get jealous sumtyms even wen he denies and he still do those 'stuffs'(u noe wat i mean) wit me. wats all this?