juz came back frm werk. im currently worn out. from not slping for 2 days. well a lil nap here n der. was werkin wit baby n fana. he's really cheeky to the max. hahaha.. eh wait, wat did i call him? 'baby'?? hahaha.. well.. yeah. bt its not official. i'll let u noe once we are official ok? haiz.. i dunno wat am i thinkin. i'll be lying if i were to say, i dun have any feelings for him. we meet almost everyday. he'll be msg-ing me early in the morning. during his slp. evrywer he go too. n im beginning to lyk really on him always. subconciously, i'll be lookin at my fon, every 30 mins. idk.. i feel lyk im becuming a freak. myb he's the one. myb not. bt he's younger than me for goodness sake. well. age doesnt matter right?? is it? i really am confused. fana left early today coz her bf fetching her n left me n qhas alone. so when we're alone, u noe wat will happen. he's very romantic to the core. very cheeky. ahh shit!! y am i sayin all this?? ahhaha. he kept looking straight into my eyes evrytym we talk. i feel so uneasy yes. bt it felt more lyk hypnotizing.
yes. im confessing.. i think im beginning to fall in love wit him no doubt. we're startin to do stuffs that we're not supposed to do. shit. he hugged me n boy i love it. i love the warmth in his arms. but shit.. one of our regular customer happens to be the ferst one to sees it. haiz. i cnt believe im acting out that way to a boy whom i once treated as a brother.
"Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?"
yeah. its true.. its lyk.. everytym i shut my eyes. all i see was u. ur smile. i bet fana suspected sumtink today.. coz out of a sudden, both of us juz went staring at each other. locking our eyes. ahh shittt!! shit! shit! shit!.. i bet im cnfm plus chop gonna be the next railmall gossip talks. haiz.