juz sitting here alone in my room. browsin for songs, pictures n stuffs lyk tat. i felt my mind's nt right. im juz thinkin bout sumtink. sumtink that makes me feels so 'irky'. bt i cnnt figure out wat exactly is it that im thinkin of. contradicting eh.. bt den yeah. tats hw i feel. part of me says i shldnt continue wit my life this way. part of me says, 'hu cares?! im loving it so much.' well. for me to decide, for u to juz wait n c.
ders only ONE word, that i wish to juz keep repeating. "SHIT!".
seriously, wat happened to me sia?!! i shldnt have done all those things. i ever wrote a note juz few weeks before all this in facebook. if anyone can recall. the note on 'wat is love?'? y i hated so much to have a relationship?
the qn im askin myself is, "so y do i still do it??!". y didnt i think bout wat i juz wrote in the note? purely ridiculous.
goshhh hw do i get out frm all this??