amazingly.. im all geared during werk. qhas's werkin.. of coz laa. =)
i dunno hw to say this bt i noe deep in my heart, i like him. no. i love him. =) A'an was msging me durin werk juz nw, bt i simply cnt be bothered. gee. He was totally on my mind during sch. during werk. evrywer i go. watever i do. its crazy. bt we are already through.
u noe. sumtyms i wish, we juz stop meeting each other. so dat i cn eventually forget u. Dat always happen. Once i stop msging, stop miting, stop contactin the person im usually close wit, i'll juz forget him in lyk 1/2 mnths? yeah i noe. bt it seems diff huh?? coz i'll be lyk meeting u.. in sch, at werk.
attachment is coming soon. haiz. im soo.. nt ready. im nt ready to giv up werkin coffeebean. im nt ready to reduce my time spent wit u. im nt ready.
Right nw. i juz dunno wats ur feeling towards me. U gave me harsh words the last time we quarrel. U hurt my feelings. it juz left a deep scar in me. i still rmbr. bt den.. nw. ur contacting me back. ur showing me concerns. ur behaving as though nutink happen. it feels great. bt.. hw cn dat be happening?? omgoshhh.
U make me smile with ur love quotes. ur corny pick-up line, ur smile, ur stupidity, ur care and even ur lamest joke. whch no other ppl cld have possibly have done for me.
Ur love for ur family was the most admirable points i cn think of. E way u taught ur brother. E way u tried to juggle sch werk n household stuffs. U were late when u were supposed to meet me at bbdc to meet fiza.. juz coz u had to wash ur clothes.. coz ur family wasnt at home. i juz felt it conquered all the hatred in my heart. i dun hate u for that. really. if it were to be other ppl or other guyz. i wld have definitely make a big fuss. bt i dun. only u.
gees.. im really not over you. at all. i cnt. i surrender. i admit defeat. i love you. like totally. please dun leave me.
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