Hmm. wat are frends for?? beats me. i dun even noe. i feel im better off not having any frends around me.
A frend of mine got engaged juz yest bt didnt even tell me. called her juz a few days back bt she didnt even utter a word. it hurts. hurts sooo much. tat i used to have lots of frends. lots of fun, outgoing, loving frends. bt all gone.
y do they, always come n go in juz a split seconds? yeah. myb.
im the one with problem.When im so busy n dun have time for them, im the one at fault.
When i planned outing n all, but none seems to be free, im the one at fault.
When they have problem but i cldnt solve them, im the one at fault.
What other faults do i have? juz let me noe. im juz too numb to even feel anitink.
I admit. Now ive gone way too far. Ive gone wayyy.. beyond my limits. but soo wat?? If ur sincere in being a frend of mine den im sure u'll accept me for huever i am . am i right?
aziera, will u still be frends with me if u noe wat i have done? I hope you'll say yes. bt i doubt so. im sorry. coz not many 'frends' do.
I feel my life is no longer hw it used to be. Eventhough i convince myself that it is one. bt i guess not. Misery. I tried to bury it deep in me where i cn never see it animore. Bt today, it juz so came out. Tryin hard to hold back my tears but i cant animore.