im woken up lyk juz a few minutes ago. really. i feel lyk dying. this is really terrible. i still went to werk yest. at 8pm. bt i realized i cldnt even do a sgl dish right. all my dishes will have some ingredients missing. nt only 1 or 2 but all. i feel all weak. i have nose block, ear block n i felt sumtinks blockin my brain. i cnt think properly. im coughin thoughout the day n my voices juz getting from bad to worse. it felt lyk as though im a man in a woman's body. fuck!. with bernard kept teasin me of having 'babi' flu. he kept covering his nose n mouth wenever he's close to me. fuck la.. in my mind i was lyk sayin, 'hello, if i get swine flu, all of u will be quarantined.'. bt nonetheless, he kept askin me to go to the doctor. coz he says at juz a look in my eyes can already tell that im sick. tats how bad.
ive no appetite. even when i smoke, i cld feel nutink. i juz had a temperature check a while ago, n it shows 38.6. its better den yest. when my temperature got up to 38.9 n i kept knocking onto my parents room. while squatting on the floor. in the end, i end up lying on the floor. coz my head was spinning lyk i was in club for the very ferst tym. shit. so they brought me to sgh. as usual. my common hosp. by the time i was der, dey treated me lyk as though i was a 'swine flu' patient. bt i was half asleep coz dey gave me this injection making me feel much much more drowsy. i slept the whole night in hospital. i feel lyk dyin. bt nah.. dun worry. im not havin any swine flu or watever. im still fine.
i need to sleep bt i cnt. eaten my medicine n im lyk fuckin dizzy bt ders really sumtink blockin my head. i dunno wat. it juz feels uneasy...