JUzzzzz.. reach home. frm a tiring day. boring day. n ermm.. a day. i only slept for about 2 hours yest to do abit on the WISP project bt i was soo damn tired. the ferst tym i cn feel my head really heavy. Now. Only NOW. i regretted. I regretted for being so restless last week. i regretted for not pushing myself a bit harder when i was sick to do my projects. i regretted. if i were i bet tis week wont be so tough. right nw. im juz feeling all numb. waiting to get sick again. i hope tis tym round. i'll be able to spend a week in hosp or sumtink. BUT only after i hand in all my projects.
I havent send any resume at all for the attachment. i find all this things soo bodoh. or myb im the one bodoh. dunno laarr kie. too tired to even think properly. i havent been wearing contacts for lyk 2 days. my eyes are really tired n its really painful.
im sooo stress thinkin bout lots of things.
glmg&dt project, CURMMMMMMmm., WISP.. the tests coming up. the attachment stuffs. ive yet to start on all. i want sooo much to have the energy but my body juz cnt seem to react to any. Only my mind. n its creating much much much more headache.
i have sumtink to share today. on the way back home frm sch juz now, i overslept. As usual. it happens when im soo damn tired. A guy frm ngee ann woke me up. i bet he stayed sumwer in bp too.he woke me up n i was lyk rushing arhh.. coz no one in the bus alr. soo i quickly alight frm the bus. juz carryin my back in one hand. den when i alight, i dropped my bag on the floor. goodness.. the bag has my lappie in it. bt i didnt react anyhoots. i was lyk.. starinr at my lappie coz i felt kinda dizzy. i stood dere for a sec den lift my bag n walk to the 920 bus queue.
When i was picking up my bag, behind me, was a grp of commonwealth boys. 3 of them arhh. dey were lyk 'kutok-ing' me because i dropped my bag. sumtink lyk, 'ehh. budak nie da jatoh bag die siaa... blablabla..' i was damn pissed becoz i noe it was sumtink bad arhh.. coz dey were laughing loudly too.. well of coz laa id b angry. im damn tired. im damn sleepy n u juz said sumtink at a wrg time. i think dey tot i was chinese or wat. coz dey seem to be talkin loudly.. sooo. i turned 180 degrees. i gave damn a stern look. n glanced thru evry sgl one of them frm bottom-up. i was damn angry. if i had the energy to even talk, i wld have maki evry sgl one of them.
soon as i turned back, i heard them sayin again, 'ehh minah la siall.. minah laa siall'.. that point of time dey really hit my nerve. so i turned n shouted,
'ehh saper minah skrg??! korg apehal?? tkde keje perr? da la budak hingus. taek idong masin. ader hati nk bbual mcm mat2. balek rumah suda arh. IC pon blom tentu ader. nk kluar lepak.. jln daaa.'
Dey looked at me stunned n one of them juz said.. 'sorry sis. sorry.'. i juz told them to walk off. really angry sakk. nobody is to disturb me when im tired. coz i'll juz blast at anyone.
bt dennn. OMGggg. people labellin me minah. die laa.
alright.. im gg to slp noww.. have to wake up at 6 later.. idk wers qhas now. call nvr pick up.. watever.. im tired also. soo.. i cnt be bothered. can sumbody wake me pleaseeeeeee.. ?
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