Family
im kinda pissed off with my brother right now. i dunno wats he up to. he's been asking me for money. and ive been giving him eversince. i even topped up his hp lyk twice in a mnth. and right now, the balance is still low. If he were to let me noe tat he's having a relationship with any gerls, im fine wit it. bt he's nt doing tat. haiz.
Nenek on the other hand, pamper him to much. always giving him wat he wants. im angry sia. Till when is he gonna b lyk tat. i mean, when im about his age, all i did was werk and school. bt him, he's nt even werkin animore. and juz schooling. haiz..
Im glad, my parents are back to normal. Hate it when dey quarrel. bt right now, i cnt be bothered alr whenever it happens. for i noe, this is how we'll live for the rest of our lives.
Frendshmm. ive got nutink to say. Nenek too has been asking me bout adilah. yeah. Nenek is much much more closer to adilah den me. dat i got to admit. She's been asking me to ask adilah to our hse. n ive been escaping frm it. haizzz. i dunno hw to let her noe. im feeling lyk helpless.
im no longer looking forward to go to sch. Im looking forward to leave as soon as possible. I just dunno wat else to say. yes i noe, im stupid. im nt suit to even be in poly. n im not suit to even have frends frm poly.
People bfrend me not for hu i am bt hu im with. Imagine if i werent frends with fiza, i bet none wld wan to do project with me. N hw i wish i werent. for all this right now, is making me far much more..... haiz.. idk wat to say..
N farah. if only u let me noe earlier, id have taken other slots for wisp. im juz gonna pretend dat ive heard nutink. for i noe myself wat i have done. Im juz someone hu will bring ur grades down right?? i understnd. well next time say it right in frnt of me. It doesnt matter if u hate me but must u go around telling others??
It's lyk unbelieveable coz, ur one of my malay 'frend' and u did dat?? dat goes to show..... if i were to follow my ego, id have confrnted u now. bt i cnt. coz ur stil a frend of mine.
Sorry if im the cause of ur down grades. Sorry if im not of help to the group. Sorry.
Only allah noes how im feeling right now.
Alright.. tmr's DT test. and after tat i have werk at 8pm. i juz feel lyk gg out alone before werk.
another 2 more weeks. n i'll bid gdbye to everythink. i'll make myself scarred.
SchoolHmm. i didnt noe, ms evelyn ld have been such a wonderful teacher. She's been emailing me eversince the last meeting. I dunno wats her reason. bt she's a cool teacher whom i cn make frends with. She's asked me to come by her office to talk or maybe go for lunch or dinner tgt. nice teacher.
My Sec 1/2 Science teacher, Mr Teh Boo Chai, has juz passed away with cancer. Sadded. He's a nice teacher who never gave up on me. Eventhough i always fail his science paper. Never do his homework. haiz.. i regretted. I was shocked when i ferst heard bout it. Coz he's a healthy man. He participated in cross country and is one of the top 5 teacher who came in first. Shocking.
Well RIP Mr Teh.