Hey. The name is Amirah. They call me Amirah or Mira.
No other. My life is full of choices.
No one can stop me from doing wat i want.
Am currently working but i have the urged to continue study again.
Im in a complicated relationship currently but i love my BF so much!
I hope he reciprocate my feelings too!

MY BF AND ME!

MY DEAREST FRENDS OF ALL!

FIZA

NURUL

MY BABY BRO!

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Im feeling very vexed right now. havent been aslp for 4 days. lyk really never slp.

Had my FPDN exams juz nw. N felt fucked up right after tat. I was bloody tired. and you made me wait, made me walk up n down that hill. bt nt even a sorry?? lyk fuck la ehh. i straight juz pass my fasting for today. coz i seriously cnt. nt in this kind of anger in me. I was fucking sure that u were still IN THERE, still on ur paper. Frm the minute i went out, whch was 30 minutes before 11pm. and i was seated outside right at the seats near the lift. bt u just went out n straight go. i called thrice n msg twice. i cldnt juz barge in the room so i waited. i was 50% sure by then that u might have gone. bt i thought, hw cld it be??

We talked even the morning bout gg to send the paper?? bt wat the fuck? i called for at ferst, twice bt u didnt pick up so i tot u might have gone so i walk towards SSC. Nearing convention, at that point, i had second thought, coz hw cld u have juz gone out W/O EVEN CALLING ME BACK N NT A SINGLE MSG??! SO i bloody thought u were in the room still, i was fucking scared so i went back again, assuring myself tat u MIGHT still be in the room.
This time, i straight went in, bt u werent dere. i was lyk FUCK FUCK FUCK. so i called, n u said u were at SSC??!! giving reasons dat 'I DIDNT MSG'?? Goshh!! Fuck laa. Sumtyms i wonder wether u EVEN SPARE A THOUGHT, OR IS UR HEART JUZ AS DEAD AS UR MIND?? U went all slumber, when i was fucking gg up n down the slope worryin wether i shld go or nt, nt to mention looking lyk an idiot.

I noe, u will still have alot to argue.
So forget it. It's pointless.
Coz to u i will never change.
Coz to u, im childish.
Coz to u, im always at fault.
Coz to u, i'll b fine.

Coz overall TO YOU, IM NOTHING.

So do u really have a heart??
well i noe u do bt nt for me, for others.
Only when u feel ur life being treated the way i am right nw,
when everybody else turns their back on u,
only then will u find me.
If nt, everyone else to u, is the greatest people you cn ever look out for fun, peace n laughter. bt not me.
Bt wat i have is my concerned and sincered heart for a frend.
I cld have juz left bt i didnt for i alr made an agreement with a frend.
I cld have juz barge in bt i didnt for i believed u wont have left.
I cld have juz msg u vulgarities for bubbling me bt i didnt for i want to her frm ur own voice.

you noe, sumtyms i feel wether ur really a frend or juz treating me lyk one out of sympathy. Coz of the way u shun me away.