Wow.. after like so long of not updating huh. hmm.. happy with my life indeed. I thought i cld have lost it forever but the thought of going to work really boost my energy and strength now. im being loved back again by my families. that's great.
Soo.. hw are u guyz doing, 'frends'?? hahahahaha.. opps!! wrg usage of words... supposed to be 'strangers'. we're not frends.. we nvr were.haha. *im hoping so much for u to see this*
now, i have 2 very wonderful and great 'frend'. Eh!! Wrong usage of words again.. i meant 'family members'!! Ahhh!! Kak As and Allen. We are the triple A's.. hahahah.. am i wrg to come up with that?? Allen, since ur place got 2Cs. So now we are call triple A's laa. ahahhaha.. well. Life would be a killer for me IF they were not around. haiz.. IM glad.. Im very much glad indeed.. Nutink beats the company of both of them.
To tell u the truth, i juz came back like not long ago. After work, me, allen and kak as went to Cosway. Eat at Swensen.Hw cool. Its been long since i last had my laughter.
within the premises of my thinkings,
i came up with alot of motivational quotes to calm myself.
a burden gets heavier the longer you carry it.
i'm god's gift to thee world,so i must be positive to make people happy.
only with courage, can i make way for myself.
giving up is easy, trying on is hard. But accomplishment is sweet, and regrets is bitter.
everything is possible, i just need to believe.
life's fairness is weighed at the end, not at my present moment.
to be satisfied is happier than longing too much.
comparing and envy will drag my spirits down, but its only me.
one is only sober when she do not compare herself.
a man's tongue is the sickest thing of all.
when you dont long for, you will be rewarded with it.
its definitely easy to write & read.
what about actions?!
i dont know,
hopefully my 20th year resolution wont be another failure.
21days into my 20th year of living,
still nothing but im pretty much sure it will be different.
p.s: i love my buddies way way way way much more than those faggots of life.