current mood: Sleepy, tired, Cranky
current address: ALB
current location: In office
current pose: Sitting on all time favourite office chair
I am feeling super bored now. Haiz. My baby turtle is on a mission trip to Phillipine and im TOTALLY bored. I kept thinking of what he might be doing now. How's the food? How's the place? The perception that is on my mind potrays that the place is hay wire, dirty, very lengendary eversince after he told me of the typhoon.
Im worried sick. Haizz... But anyway, he will be coming back this Saturday. I am just waiting for his arrival. Well anyway, here's my thought which id like to convey today.
All my time,
i spend it in feeling,
trying to capture a specific emotion.
Where i can write down and convey in words.
inspire myself,taking a new level in my life.
But too much worries lead me,normally to no where.
My fantasy pulls me away from reality.
And when the world of truth crashes in,
i hurt myself,fall and cry.
Wonder how long these days will last.
Walking forward each day,towards the destination of self discipline.\
Searching,ravaging.
just like trash not picked up,rotten will it be.
pest attracted,pestering me.
pesticide in need,massacre to occur or trouble will hog forever.
While all my poems will be infused with sadness and disclarity.